UGG the one thing of many things that annoys me is I have two people in my life that you would think would always be there for me but are not. I will never forgive or forget I don’t know why I struggle with the hate in my heat almost weekly, and almost every day during the holiday. Isn’t your older sister supposed to have your back and not be you enemy? I can’t stand the grown she walks on and that makes me sad. Isn’t you father the person who made you supposed to be there no matter what? Why can’t you stop acting like a 40 plus child. I tell you what it’s a shame when a parent only recalls one child birthday and for that and many more I can never forgive you even though I could. My pride won’t allow me, many would say this will be the end of me but I don’t care as long as I die staying true to me and that people is a peek in to my pain and I am not happy that I shared that at all but when I made the choice to do this blog I told myself that I will be true no matter what even if I didn’t like the picture it painted of me as a person..
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
Caught between
Ever was so sleepy but you wanted to stay awake. I kind of want to stay awake all nite, but I can hear the ringing in my ears so I know I need to go to bed. Ugg, but I dont wanna and iam not sure why. Sometimes, I feel like the days are rushing by so funny now that iam older I want the days to slow down ...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
UGGG
Days when I feel like this I wanna sit very still and let all my thoughts go right on by like Iam not even here ....
smoochie smoochie
BTW something about theses pics freaks me out the sweater makes me look like I have a little head on a big body o well ;]
Winter/Summer
I swear if I ever move away from florida I would be a fool, the weather here is awesome I cant say I miss the cold harsh winter of colorado at all. Dont get me wrong both places are beautiful I swear it but Iam a southern girl and I need some heat every now and then maybe if i could live n colorado in the summer but come to florida in the winter I would be happy :)
Time for some new stuff
Its about that time for some new stuff I think lol iam super lazy today I have tons of stuff to wash and also I really need to wash clothes and my dog and cat I also wanna watch a good movie where is the bootleg man when i need him shoot ...
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Secret Time
Its been a while since I gave A secret Iam super Afraid of clowns Because of that damn It movie
Monday, December 5, 2011
Sarah Baatman
Now awhile ago I read about Sarah Baatman and her struggle while I was tying to find information on sally hemmings, and was shaken with her story. I could go on and on about her story but I found a video on YouTube that sums it up a little. I also hits on the subject the way black women have and are being depicted .
However to me the speaker of this YouTube video failed to mention that the women who do these videos choose to knowing how they will be portrayed . She also goes on to say we sell our daughters for this and that well I must admit just because mothers and fathers tell us not to do things, doesn't mean we always listen ,especially when we get older and out of the nest just saying.... all in all it was a great video if you wanna learn about Sarah :)
I have
I have come to the conclusion that I have old lady hands and should hand model for some hand lotion or hand soap commercial and they should digitally make my hand look young after using there product. ok so I am reaching but foreal ugg .... :))))
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Even Princesses get stressed and sleep deprived
If I could change on thing about my looks it would be my nose ... just saying Not that I don't love this mostly perfect face/body god let me borrow ;)
ps Since I did a neg I have to to a pos I LOVE MY EYES THO
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
The many faces of me Excuse the way I look that was a long long day
Ok so the pictures Below suck ass Iam only posting them because I wanna and this is my Blog shoot nobody is perfect lol.
Super Ready for 2012
My shows come back in 2012 I cant wait to watch
1. Game of Thrones
2. Spartacus
3. The Secret Circle
And Iam sure there are plenty other reasons Iam ready for 2012
Least of all the full course lode I will have going back to college but I have to do it now or never....
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Iam back again I think :) SECRET TIME
I love the show sister wives I love it love love weird huh lol I don't mind there lifestyle they re doing what makes them happy ..
Monday, November 7, 2011
Been along time shouldnt have left you
Hey I have been MIA still not sure why just being Me cant keep still dreaming dreams that will come true
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Something I found on my tumblr that I said a few weeks ago I still feel this way....
I think being farther from our dreams makes us more hungry, and that makes us value more.. Does mean we should like it but maybe we should appreciate or respect it…… Just Saying
