Something that is is annoying me...

UGG the one thing of many things that annoys me is I have two people in my life that you would think would always be there for me but are not. I will never forgive or forget I don’t know why I struggle with the hate in my heat almost weekly, and almost every day during the holiday. Isn’t your older sister supposed to have your back and not be you enemy? I can’t stand the grown she walks on and that makes me sad. Isn’t you father the person who made you supposed to be there no matter what? Why can’t you stop acting like a 40 plus child. I tell you what it’s a shame when a parent only recalls one child birthday and for that and many more I can never forgive you even though I could. My pride won’t allow me, many would say this will be the end of me but I don’t care as long as I die staying true to me and that people is a peek in to my pain and I am not happy that I shared that at all but when I made the choice to do this blog I told myself that I will be true no matter what even if I didn’t like the picture it painted of me as a person..